Moving the Blog

Hey everyone.  You will have notices that I ahven’t blogged here for a while .. I spend most of my time over on Tumblr so will now be using that .. so you should definitely follow or RSS me on there ..!!

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Hot, Hot, Hot!

No not me, the weather this weekend!  It’s been 28 degrees here in Hampshire this weekend – PHEW!  I had already decided to stay in this weekend so decided to follow through and not change my plans.  I had a lot to do; cleaning, laundry, catching up on Lost ready for the big finale, researching more of the new website (more details to come!), relaxing and generally doing nothing … and I’m glad to say that I have managed to do most of it!

I have also been trying to plan some photo sessions – deciding on what outfits to use next etc.  I cant promise anything until next weekend at the very least, but if you have any requests (other than you Chuck! I will take then on board and see what I can do.  I have been thinking about some ‘themes’ that I might be able to do too, so if you can think of any, let me know!  I have my England flag ready for the World Cup so that will be making an appearance at some point soon!

I need to get a wriggle on with the Project 101 as I have a few backed up now!  Here is HHtheH …

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Cheering me up

I am feeling a little depressed today – a bad day at work coupled with this tiredness that I can’t seem to shake.  I decided to cheer myself up by posting another entry to my Project 101.  This delightful specimen was sent in by Martybb.  I think he has a gorgeous cock .. and I love his tanned hand too!

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Work, Courage and Friend

I know, I know .. I have been really bad at blogging for the last like .. well all year!  My only excuse is that I have had a HUGE project on at work and it has been taking over my life!  I have been working 14 hour days whilst in the office and then spent 2 weeks in Dubai and all of this has meant that I haven’t been around a lot.  I realise that I have been unfollowed, un-rss’d and even un-blogrolled and can only apologise and tell you that I will try really very hard to get on more and get back to blogging again!

A lot have people have been asking if it’s lots of sex that was keeping me away; unfortunately it wasn’t and anyway, you know that I would be blogging all about it if it was!  Unfortunately I am still single, although there is a slight possibility of a man on the scene .. but it’s early days!  I shall keep you updated

I have turned a corner .. I went on cam again yesterday for only the second time.  Now please don’t all rush at once; if I want to be on cam I will let y’all know either here or on Twitter (or you can check out Yahoo and see if I’m on!). I am hoping that this is the beginning of more courage and that I can be more comfortable with more .. which I hope will lead to some more fun soon!

I have also met some lovely people online recently, as well as reconnecting with old friends.  I do miss them when I am not around and it was so lovely to catch up with them again!  None of them harassed me for being away and just got on with the business of filling me in on the gossip as well as catching up with mine, and I love that.  I do so hate being harassed by complete strangers who  want to know why I am not at their beck and call 24 hours a day (be warned!).

I haven’t been masturbating recently .. it’s been a combination of being too tired and being away with work – I haven’t learnt to pluck up the courage to take toys with me just yet!  So when I got home this evening, I knew that I needed to sort myself out fairly early.  I got home, set up the laptop and logged onto You Porn to see what they had.  I found a nice video of a couple fucking in the bathroom.

I stripped and started playing with myself and got very wet very quickly.  it didn’t take long for me to get hot, sweaty and ready to cum .. it was a really hard orgasm as it was so overdue and my pussy was throbbing for some time afterwards!

Another Entry

In an effort to catch up on the Project 101 entries, I thought I would show you the pictures sent to me from Steve – what a yummy looking cock!

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I do so love seeing my pictures splattered with cum .. to think that someone has taken their cock in their hand and, thinking of me, has shot their load is a real turn on.  I am still looking for more people to take part – it seems that there are quite a few ‘fake’ wannabe entrants out there – they ask for the picture and then don’t send anything in return.  It’s disappointing really!  Do let me know if you want to take part ..!

Gino .. Oh Gino!

As you will know, I use Twitter a fair bit, and when Kat at Sex Toys Eden asked if anyone wanted to test a toy for them, I jumped at the chance!  We were given a choice of 4 different toys to chose from and I went for the Gino Blue G-Spot Vibrator.

The parcel arrived exactly on time, and really well packaged; the only issue was that I was unable to try it out until this morning!  I woke up having had a really sexy dream about an acquaintance of mine and decided that now was the time to give the Gino a go.  Luckily, Kat had included some batteries so I put it all together and got going.

Gino is a powerful and quiet vibrator specially designed for G-spot stimulation. Made from platinum silicone, it is hypo-allergenic, nonporous and phthalate-free.  It has 7 different vibrate modes and is also waterproof.

Now, I was already turned on thanks to the dream, and with Gino all ready to go, it really didn’t take long for me to get really wet.  The turned up end worked like magic against my clit to begin with, making me writhe around quite a bit; it wasn’t long before I wanted to test it in the right place.

I turned it up to the highest setting and started thrusting it in and out of myself, really able to feel my G-Spot being stimulated .. and it felt really very good!  I came after about 5 minutes of playing and it was a really bog one too – I was left convulsing afterwards!

There is only one slight downside to it – the button used to power it on and off and change the setting is right on the end and, if like me, you like to feel your toy deep inside you, you run the risk of switching it off.  They have thought about that though, and you need to press it for a full 2 seconds before it does so hopefully this won’t be a huge issue.

So would I recommend it? YES.  At only £30.50 from Sex Toys Eden, I would send you off over there immediately to snap one up .. I know I would if Kat hadn’t sent me one … THANKS KAT!

Working (too) hard

Work is really very busy at the moment, but I am trying to make sure I eave time for myself, not only to masturbate, but to blog and chat too.  I have signed up for a few exciting things recently and therefore hope that my blog posts will be a little more exciting going forward!

I received a cool package yesterday – one that I shall enjoy trying out and reporting back to you too; here is a picture:

Also time for another Project 101 as I need to do some serious catching up!  This person submitted their pictures, but wanted to stay anonymous; I’m sure it can’t have anything to do with not liking his cock .. IT’S LOVELY and certainly one that I would love to have inside me anytime he fancies!

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Lazy Sundays

I had had a really perfect Sunday (well a good one considering I haven’t had sex!).  The sun was streaming through my bedroom window and I slowly woke up over 30 minutes or so.  SO far I have moved from the bedroom to the living room and have been to the kitchen to make food and drink .. but other than that I have done nothing.  No emailing, no chatting, no nothing .. and it has been great (no offense!).

I thought after yesterday’s full on post that I would get back to normal and post the next Project 101 submission for your delectation.  This is Kalikaliman who some of you may know!  He was also the first person to submit 2 sets of pictures.  Unfortunately this still only counts as one as I am looking for 101 different people, but 2 (or more!) can’t hurt!

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One Year Anniversary (ish!)

I have been writing this blog for just over a year now and have had a great time doing it.  I have met a lot of wonderful people and have made some firm friends and have seen a lot of cocks!

I have amassed a fair few fans too and I wanted to take this time to say a huge thank you to everyone that reads this blog – whether this is your first time or you subscribe to the feed – THANK YOU!  You are the reason that I continue to blog (albeit sporadically) so thank you!

I decided to write a post today about me and my thoughts and feelings so that, hopefully, you will feel that you know me a little better and more importantly, know why some of my decisions have been made.  I get new people come along all the time and, if I’m honest, I get a little bored of explaining myself and why I don’t give out face pics or go on cam.  Hopefully this might help you to understand!

I have been fat since I was about 10 years old after an accident on holiday buggered my knees and left me unable to walk very much, let alone excersise. I was left to get bigger for the next 3 years or so, and by the time my Doctor realised I should be doing something, it was too late – I was now a grumpy teenager being picked on and not interested in being athletic. Since then I have avoided physical exertion (except sex!) as much as possible.

Whilst I was at school, I was pretty much the largest girl in my year for the next 5 years and although I had many friends (mostly girls) I didn’t experience any male attention until I went to University. Once there I suddenly realised that the male species could actually be friendly and helpful and so tried to be a little more open to things .. which ended up being my downfall when I met Jay.  He was a friend of a friend and we met one night in a bar.

After a few drinks and a lot of flirting we kissed and things got a little heavier but we left it there and went our separate ways.  To cut a long and sordid story short, I was falling for him big time.  We spent a lot of time together chatting and laughing, cooking and eating dinner together.  He never tried to take the relationship further and neither did I – I thought we were happy the way things were.  One day, I went to his halls flat to see him and got there early.  The door was never locked so I let myself in and went to wait in the kitchen.  When I walked in I found a Huge wall chart.

It had the names of the guys in the flat down one side and letters and numbers along the top.  Jay seemed to be doing the best according to the chart so I took a step closer to see what the codes meant.  Basically, they were awarding each other points (based on physical attributes) for each of the girls they did anything with.  Jay was winning because, according to them, I was “The fattest girl in Cardiff and and a right ugly fuck”.

I never spoke to or saw Jay again and, until this day, have never told anyone about what I saw.

Unfortunately, he is not the only bastard in my life.  The first guy I slept with treated me like shit, even though he knew I liked him.  He strung me along, even telling me that we shouldn’t use protection because we would be together forever and if I got pregnant that it would be a good thing.  He never let me show any affection towards him in public – he said he didn’t like it although I wondered if that was true.  All along he was with another girl and I later found out that he had just been using me for sex.

Next was Pete.  we met on the net and chatted for a few months before we met.  Once we did we had a very intense relationship for 3 months, culminating with Christmas at his Mum’s house.  It was lovely and we have a fantastic time.  He drove me home on 30th December (having arrange to meet the next day for NYE), kissed me goodbye on the doorstep and walked down the drive.  I never saw or heard from him again.

Put this together with the bullying at school, the current comments I get just walking down the street and the looks I get from random strangers, and it makes for a troubled girl and one that is extremely shy and nervous of men.  It’s all very well you saying you think I’m gorgeous and you love the curves, but I have heard it all before and it didn’t work out too well.

I have moved on a little; I have created a man-free life for myself and am involved in a lot of things – the local, National and International community, many charities and I work for a great company.  And this is why I am shy to show my face online.  If anyone from my real life were to find or stumble across this site, it would be the end of me,  I wouldnt be able to deal with it.

So to finish, I will post what I want, when I feel happy doing it; please don’t harass me for pictures I don’t want to take or to get on my cam or to meet you in person.  If you do that you are likely to get blocked and go in my bad books, and I don’t want that!  You are a great bunch of people and I love knowing you all.  I love the chats, both normal and sexy and I REALLY love seeing your cocks and you performing for me on cam!

Stick around .. you never know what might happen!

Life Sucks

So 2010 has been pretty sucky so far! I don’t really want to go into it here, afterall this is my place where I can forget normal things and talk dirty!! all I will say is that when things are rubbish for me, I tend to not want to masturbate which, at the time, doesn’t feel weird but looking back I often wonder why!

I have missed getting comments and chatting with everyone on Twitter and MSN so please do remember me and say “Hi” soon … and tell me all the dirty, pervy, sexy things you have all been up to!